My First Tag..

Just Copied this tag from fellow blogger's blog...
Feeling exciting to attempt these question's...hope no tricky question..

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
not exactly after but my elder brother sahil insisted for my name as "rahil" so that he gets a rhyming name..rahil - sahil ,u see.. :D

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
its been a while now..but cried coz i felt bad about how i behaved with someone close..

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
absolutely yes...even i have received prizes in calligraphy competitions both in english and hindi during my school says...though my writing these days is getting bit bad.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH?
butterchicken with prantha..

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
no but will have two some day :)

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
surely or i would have missed out on a great friend..

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
*gasp* sarcasm and me?!! :)

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
ahh..what question is this.,??

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
maybe yes.. :)

10.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
chocos in cold milk..

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
why wud i doe this...each of them lies in the opposite corner..but everytime i have to wear them again they are united...i still havent figured who does that..

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Butterscotch...anytime..i love the sugar crunch in it :P

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
almost everything..

15. RED OR PINK?
None of the two..

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
my boring nature..

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST ?
school friends..luv u guys..and ofcourse gals :P

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
anytime!!

19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
on bed right now...not wearing any.. :P

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Bread butter this morning with cold cofee :)

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Yeh Hosla from movie Dor..

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
blue

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
earth after the rain, smell of the skin after a recent shower.., axe deo's..

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
antriksh...just 1 hour back!! Planning a hangout this evening.. :P

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Copied this tag...no one send me this :P

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
tennis anyday..

27. HAIR COLOUR?
Black

28. EYE COLOR?
Black

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nopes

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
Junk food...specially pizza

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy endings for sure.. :)

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Harry Potter And the Half Blood Prince..

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Not wearing shirt right now, still in grey night suit...its sunday..full relaxation day !

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter...i hate the sweat and creepy insects in summer..

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
yummy both [but kisses restricted to someone special only]

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
anything having chocolate in it...

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ??
"arrey tension kyu lete hoh.."

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ??
aww sweetheart.. come to me..

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
None..

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Mouse pad is missing :)

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i dont remember watching tv at all :P , though watched friends on laptop..

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Beatles...havent heard rolling stones that much

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME???
kanya kumari...school tour 9th class

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Talent and me?? you suggest something

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Jammu

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Everyone..:)

Its only wid special people..

...conversation between two special frnds...an heated one..

Joey : I want to live independently now, i am shifting to a new apartment. Are u ok with it??

Chandler : (sad and angry looks) I'll be fine. I will just turn your bedroom into a game room or something...yeah i will put the foosball table in there.

Joey : Woh woh woh,...why do you get to keep the table? I will take it to my new apartment.

Chandler : well..I did pay for half of it.

Joey : yeah....And i paid for the other half.

Chandler : All right, i will play you for it.

Joey : All right, you are on. Well i can take two minutes out of my day to kick your ass.

The game began after few hours...

Joey : Hit the ball, pass it pass it...

Chandler : Get it out of the corner, quick quick..

After few minutes..

Joey : YES,its a goal. And the table is mine.

Chandler : Congratulations (and then he leaves the room without sayin a word)

After few days...joey finally shifting his stuff to his new apartment.

Chandler : So umm...you want me to..give you a hand in shifting the table downstairs to the delivery truck..?

Joey : naah..you keep it. You need the practice.

Chandler : Thanks !

Joey : hmmm...so i guess its the time for me to leave. take care.

Chandler : Yeah.

Then Joey leaves , chandler walkin back lonely in his apartment,... seconds later joey bangs open the door and running he jumps over his best friend and hugs him tightly.

This was what my title is all about, these things can happen only wid special people. Another example is of me and my cousin samadh. We fight a hell lot..actually we fight daily and on the silliest topics one can ever imagine. But at the end of the day while dropping him home we wish each other the best of best wishes we can..Recently he has gone to delhi..its been just 3 days and it might be few more days before he comes back but i am missing him like anything ! On the day he was leavin we had a fight and that time it was a good one..!! Last few minutes before he was leaving i even had stopped talking to him. But before the final departure, he came to me and said "Abh itna bi kya nautanki, chod na yaar" And he hugged me...i literally had tears in my eyes. It was this separation thing which brought me more close to him...



So why it is always that we realise the value of the person after we get a fear that we will be losing him/her soon..i think its this default nature we humans have with our special people. And i think we can do nothing about it,

Only way is to make best use of time, and never leave a chance to say to your special ones how much u love them and how desperately u need them in your lives.

Here is a small list of people who mean a lot to me, and i want to tell you how much i love you and care for you.

papa (if just went thru this post, i want your comment), mummy, rikita, ridhima didi, soumil , manu bhaiya, samadh, shakun didi, sumeen didi, sahil bhaiya, monica maami, shalini ma'am, jyoti ma'am, sujata ma'am, rama ma'am, mehak, taresh, sukriti, aakarsh, kunal, udit, aanchal, malika, kumar, antriksh...! I dont think i left out anyone. But if by mistake i did due to my poor memory, i am damn sorry and will update this post as soon i remember any such name..!

Love u and miss u all..

Guitar Rhythm on the move..

"Na… nan nan na na na
Nan nan na na na
Nan nan na naaaa…
Naa… nan nan na na na
Nan nan na na na
Nan nan na naaaa…

Yaaro jee bhar ke jee le pal
Lagta hai aaj kal
Daur apna aayega
Yaaro jo khud pe ho yakeen
Toh zindagi haseen
Tujhe kal bulayega
(Hai junoon oooooonnnnn
Hai junoon sa jeene mein
(Hai junoon sa jeene mein)
Hai junoon oooooonnnnn
Hai junoon sa seene mein ) "

....it seems like so much musical these days ! Finally my wish that was pending since last few years finally came to completion, well not actually to completion but atleast it started...i just started learning guitar !!

Playing weird rhythmic strokes 3am in night..it feels so gr8. Always wanted to do so !! Well i think it was in my genes...actually my papa also wanted to go for it. So when i play my strokes i see the smile on his face..! & I love that smile.. :)

Whenever i play my strings, i always get phoebe buffay character from friends TV series on my mind, i simply love her songs. Shezz my idol....lolzz..

Hoping to play great music, and not the awful sounding music as i have been playing lately. Wish me luck.. ;)

Sometimes i Want to..

gO back 2 d time when getting high meant on a swing. When drinking meant apple juice. When dad was only hero. When love was mom's hug. When dad's shoulder was d highest place on earth. When ur worst enemies were ur siblings. When d only thing dat cud hurt wer wounded knees. When d only things broken wer toys. Whn friends used u for nothing bt borrowing pencils. N whn GUDbye's meant only til tomo. Now memories make us realise life has changed so Much...yet going beautiful thankful !

Sitting alone in my room i often realise how lucky i am too have a such a wonderful world around me...best parents anyone cud ever had, best cousins and best friends...!! And moreover beautiful memories to bind them all !! Dats why sometimes i love to have a quick tour of these !!

This time its school memories..in brief..(will be writing in detail soon)Fighting for the first seat in chemistry class and fighting for the last seat in english class. It was fun, crushes on teachers (bunty-bubli couple ....lolz dont worry if u dont get it, its for my jkps buddies) , bunking biology lectures, chalk fights.., singing weird songs, the tabla on the benches, playing football/cricket in the class..beatin the hell out of the oder person, weird nicknames anyone cud ever imagine...jyanti, aanti, kadu, doru, glodu, rally, !

God damn i hate to believe that those days are over ! Waitin for the day wen the time machine gets invented. Till then i happpy wid my present and desperately waiting for such lovely moments in future..

Bless Ya !!

(This post is yet to be continued...my school memories are not yet over)

Way Back Into Love

Recently i have been hearing this song "Way Back Into Love" from the movie "Music And Lyrics". Its ausumn, just though of sharing it here.

Do listen this Song , i love it !!

Lyrics :

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Watch At You Tube (Only Lyrics) :



Listen the Song :

	Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore - Way Back Into Love
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

(Click the play button to listen it here)


Enjoy :)

Is it a walk to remember ??

"My blog is a Walk through my life full of beautiful and sad moments; dreams & philosophies !
Its definately a Walk To Remember"

Two Days Without My Mobile

Most of you might believe there's nothing difficult in it, but its like a terrible nightmare for me ! But i did gave it a try four days back. Though i have also experienced 24hrs without a mobile a month back, but that time i had the alternative of my daddi's cell. This time i decided not to touch any cellphone for complete 48hrs.

It was 3 late at night, i switched off my mobile ! It was a strange feeling, i never had switched off my mobile purposely. But before that i had made sure that there were no "To Do's " or calender entries in my next two days schedule. Now since i have shifted to broadband i didn't miss my gprs at all, which i definitely missed last time i stayed away from my cell for 24hrs. I had kept my cell on my side table. And continued surfing online with the idea to forget that i ever had a mobile. Within few hours i slept, so night went fine.

Next day, yawning and half in sleep i picked my cell to see the time. Then i suddenly remembered about my "two days without mobile thing". So i locked the cell in my almira so that i couldn't repeat the same mistake again. This thing made me realise i had no clock in my room, i was watching the time throughout these years either through my mobile or laptop. So the 1st thing i did was setting a clock in my room. Morning went fine, but the afternoon was not...calls from my dad, cousins, friends..on my landline all shouting why the hell is your mobile switched off. I gave a common reply to all "some techincal defect with my cellone.." Friends had planned for a evening movie. This time i didnt had the option to add alarm for the movie in my cell, so my brain cells had to alarm me this time. Rest of the day went smooth as most of the people who wanted to contact me called me on landline. And surprizingly by evening i also remembered about the movie which i had doubt on myself. So the day ended fine. But at 1 at night i desperately missed my cell. As i used to have chats with some close buddies. So i decided to go online and luckily i found most of them online on Gtalk. Ahh what a relief.., did the faltu (useless) talks !! And went off to sleep early that day.

Second day, actually went very good. Seriously speaking i didnt had imagined myself to be so comfortable without my cell but definitely i was. Though throughout these two days i used to keep touching the pockets of my trousers, which i think i had a habbit of doing, checking all the time for any missed calls or sms's. But it was a different feeling this time, whatever it was it was a good one.

It was 3 late at night; 48 hours completed.

87 messages (max were the usual fwd msgs)
34 missed call alerts

And most importantly an ausumn xperience

We Always have A choice

"Whatever comes our way, what ever battle we have raging inside...us, we always have a choice. My friend Harry Osbon taught me that; He chose to be the best of himself. It's the choices that make us who we are"

-Peter parker, (Spiderman-3)

PS. I tried making the wrong choice, suffered a lot consequences ! Now with the right choice and enjoying the life again :)

Windy vision of life..

“To the person who does not know where he wants to go there is no favorable wind.”

— Seneca

The vision is to have faith in what you cannot see and hope to see.

I know that I get carried away with the sadness around me, in me and within me and somehow I trail off track where I recall me, as being created to love and be loved. Nevertheless I have to live the life I have, best in a relationship, every step of the way and in those stepping ups and downs I will know and also be known.

Every time I think of how and why I am alive and have the life I live and I forget the reasons, the visions and the aspirations. But like me, you should always remember that our story is important and that we're part of a bigger story. We need to know that OUR LIFE MATTERS.

The life we live, in the place we live, is tattered, shattered, broken. My once upon a time friend said that life is hard for most people most of the time, even for him who smiles on and on and never sheds a tear. I believe that all of us are familiar with pain; that all of us live with questions, and all of us get stuck in moments. We need to know that we're not alone in the places we feel stuck and helpless. Yes there are some dead ends which will make us change our course, most importantly, the vision is to see beyond the wall. After the demise of a life I had craved for 19 years, I thought it was it, my eyes couldn't see what my heart wanted it to see, but then after much prayer and faith the vision appeared, I could see me, I could see my happily ever after. So now when people tell me don't walk on dreams, I feel like punching their nose and telling them that just because their sight does not allow them to envision, it doesn't mean it cannot be achieved. Will power makes a lot happen. Vision makes a lot happen.

Rescue is possible, independence is possible, and choice is possible. God is the most beneficent and the merciful and he still pays heed to you. Eyes do not hold a vision, your sense of vision is in the depth of your heart, dig it, pump it, plug it!

The vision is that we learn to love our friends, and love ourselves enough to get around with helping others to see what we can see.

The vision is better endings. Happy and prosperous endings. The vision is people finding life worth living and finding the heart to love on without being scared of the consequences of a broken heart.

The vision is the intuit that we're more loved than we'll ever know.

The vision is the belief that our best days are ahead.

"Vision is the art of seeing the invisible."
God bless !

Friends..all the way

Most will say this typical filmy dialogue- "ladka aur ladki kabhi dost nahi bansakte" [a girl and guy can never be friends] does this mean opposite gender attraction and sexuality ruins what invariably would have been a good friendship?

i however beg to differ, being brought up in co-ed school ; and now when i study in a co-educational institutional college, i firmly believe that a guy and a girl can not just be friends but good friends at that. it is a popular notion that yin and yang makes a whole, this is applicable not only to a couple in love but in friendship too. i wonder why parents adopt this attitude towards their kids, where they tend to question the nature of their friendship when they see their daughter/son get too friendly with a friend of the opposite gender...thank God it is not the case in my family but i have seen many such families in my friend circle and this is not just applicable to parents but other peers too. what makes people raise their eyebrow to friendship and so called categories of friendship?

does really attraction and sexuality ruins what could have been a great friendship? my answer would be yes and no. firstly, when two people find that they are very compatible as friends and enjoy life the fullest they tend to wander just a bit thinking that good friends can end up as good lovers too, sometimes it works out sometimes it don't. and then again sometimes two friends don't look at each other as anything more than friends. this is all too complicated isn't it? actually friendship means different things to different people. its relative. so how we approach it and how we want to deal with friends and friendship is entirely depends on each person, there is hardly any rule book to it, to each his own.

it is so weird to think, that with time a guy and a girl friendship find social acceptance on the other side same gender friends are often frowned at :P! what has the world come to really? good friends are really hard to come by and when they do one must cling onto them. many of my acquaintances find it hard to believe that i have found durable friendships in the world wide web; who cares ultimately the friendship counts, the medium is irrelevant. isn't it? virtual or real friends matter the most. we made friends and friendship should not be based gender or sexual orientation of the friendship, but the feelings that is shared should be most important.

Today i saw two legendary bollywood flicks - "Jaane Tu" And "Kuch Kuch Hoota Hai.."Both having some common ending, two best friends of college falling in love at the end. After watching such movies, views do get change for some time...as i said earlier these things get really complex sometimes..!

Most of the times i hear people say.. "If they cant be good friends they cant be great lovers" doesn't it contradict my above thoughts; actually i myself am a big contradiction to my own views, as i myself have fallen in love with my two really good friends of mine ! On the contrary i have this special friend, i love her a lot but she is just a friend.. (Now i am leaving some homework for u people, i hope you won't disappoint me)

So with jumbled up conclusion at the end i want you people who are reading this blog-post to give your opinions and please give your honest opinions , ur experiences or whatever you feel about this topic. I would really appreciate that.

hasta la vista,