Friday, July 31

first step




Just was going through some random pics, and found this one. Instant question striked me.."am i still that innocent as i used to be durin that time of my life..??" and there was no answer..!! Clearly it seemed like i had doubts on my innocence :(

what ruined it, what made me have doubts...lots of questions with clearly no answer ! But whatever the reason was, whatever the situation was....neither it were my frnds, nor were my parents but i know one person who i am confident enough to say that he ruined my innocence..and that person is me..

"We always have a choice.." it took me so long so understand this, till then i opted for some wrong choices. There are trillion moments in my life, which i regret of making the wrong choice!
But today the being the last day of month and last day of my excellent summer break....i am planning to leave past in past and beginning a new life with all the same philosophies of mine but with 100% more innocence and happiness.. :)

Wish me luck..!


P.S.
Was just about to post this, mom came to my room..wishing me gud nite along with a gud nite kiss..no better way of beginning new life without the wishes from my mummy after all she guide's us for the first step of our life..

14 delusions (comments):

megha on August 1, 2009 at 12:53 AM said...

so sweet pic....n ya rightly said nothing can be much better den ur parents wishes while starting anything new...

antriksh on August 1, 2009 at 1:01 AM said...

apni pic lagaa deta
mom is the gr8 gift god has given us

NEHA HADKAR on August 1, 2009 at 10:58 PM said...

hey good luck wit tat new decision..i knw those wrong decisions were taken unintentionally...

Pesto Sauce on August 2, 2009 at 2:55 PM said...

Growth always brings loss of innocence

Americanising Desi on August 2, 2009 at 4:27 PM said...

and i did a whole post on innocence :)
i'd suggest and pray that you check that out :)

indeed we have a choice and indeed we make wrong choices!

http://2short2sweet.blogspot.com/2009/05/while-you-sleep.html

Phoenix on August 2, 2009 at 7:01 PM said...

i miss my mommy... :(

NimzZz on August 3, 2009 at 5:46 AM said...

good luck :] ur rite, no better way to start a new life :] i hope u achieve what ur hoping for!

Rahil on August 3, 2009 at 3:25 PM said...

@Megha Didi
thanks

@Antriksh
Mil nahi rahi thi...warna lgaa deta !

@Neha Hadkar
Thanks|| Nopes, they werent at all unintentional..they were as the result of wrong choice..

@Pesto Sauce
Not always true!

@Americanising Desi
I checked that out, xpressed beautifully!

@Phoenix
Give her a call now..!! Hope u make a trip back home to kolkata soon..

@NimzZz
Thanks for ur wishes.!!

vAnDaNa sLaThIa on August 4, 2009 at 9:58 PM said...

hw cum i din commented on ur blog?'
yaar its gr8 to hv a jammuite here on blogger,,,,,,,nice blog

antriksh on August 5, 2009 at 2:31 AM said...

Rahil that's a lie
your lapi has every damn thing a person can have on one's lapi.

Rahil on August 5, 2009 at 11:01 PM said...

@Vandana

Welcome to my blog my dear jammuite.. :)

@Antriksh
I didnt get u, when i said that lie..??

samadh on August 7, 2009 at 11:08 PM said...

aah..that innocence is clearly reflected from last 1 week.. ;)

Parul Taneja on August 8, 2009 at 4:42 PM said...

Amazingly true!

"We always have a choice!"

u know what..I feel..even at THAT very moment when we're commiting those mistakes...our conscience DOES poke us,remind us,knock at us..but we tend to overlook all its signals...
and finally that feeling of guilt takes over us...which leads posting of such articles on blogger.. :)
human nature! .. Diffucult to deal with!

How I wish there could be some alarm,some person,some..something that would remind us of our philosophies,our own principles at THAT very moment when our heart (or maybe brain! )'s tempting us to move off track...
So that we could proudly talk to our OWN selves...that "yes, I'm still that very momma's child..no foreign force has been able to take over me!"

How I wish we could remain what we were...those 'innocent' eyed momma's children! ":)

Divyendu on August 8, 2009 at 11:31 PM said...

wonderful ending .,.,.,. .. mom is always amazing

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