Saturday, August 8

Don't Want to Go College..




My summer break just ended, it was superb - a very needed one !! Approx about 40 days, it was total fun from start to end; school friends, cousins, some very much prolong problems were sorted out, started learnin guitar, watched a trillion movies, rains, and the best part no studies ! Last time i had such lovely time it was in 12th class..and its been 2 borin years of college since then. I almost had adjusted myself in the crap college life though some part isnt that much crapy :P...learned to make perfect excuses, learned to lie, learned to bunk, learned to cheat, learned to survive in unsurvivable environment, learned to feel happy just coz i got passed by a margin rather than scoring a good score, and the best of all found a special friend with whom life seemed better at college! BUT this 40 day enjoyment ruined my adjustment!

Now i no longer feel i can adjust back there..; i had almost stopped missing my school life, i had almost started enjoyin college..but it seems its no longer!! I was always physically present there at college, but never mentally and emotionally !! Wish i cud end my college life here today itself, but reality is other way around :(

I always dreamed of a better life at college than i had at school, but that never happened. My school life is like something unexplainable..i knw many of u must be thinking "Abh bas kar rahil, jabh dekho school - school - school, come out of it..." I know u r absolutely correct, i shud come out of it but i cant do that!



But whatever i think or say, in the end i have to go college, its 8th Aug and my college opened since 1st Aug...i havent gone college yet, avoiding it completely. But this cant prolong for long, something must be done..i dont knw what that is...

hope u cud give me the solution..!



25 delusions (comments):

antriksh on August 8, 2009 at 3:19 AM said...

well
that's bcoz u hvent gt d same teachers and freenz there
bt u r right those were gr8 days
rememberin u and all our jkps buddies and priceless moments

Rahil on August 8, 2009 at 3:26 AM said...

@Antriksh
hmmm..me too !!

antriksh on August 8, 2009 at 3:28 AM said...

dude i can see that
that's why u r writing d blog stupid

Rahil on August 8, 2009 at 3:34 AM said...

@Antriksh
Dont call it stupid, u idiot :P

antriksh on August 8, 2009 at 3:38 AM said...
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NEHA HADKAR on August 8, 2009 at 6:17 AM said...

yeah serious problem that can b...

don't go simply :P

seems like u learnt all the wrong things so late in ur life :P

Number on August 8, 2009 at 10:30 AM said...

heres a solution, ghar baithe reh, jab pakk jayega toe ull sleepwalk to college automatically :P

kanav on August 8, 2009 at 10:42 AM said...

dude clg chale ja,detain ho gya to clg bhi miss ho jayega,nd shayad ghar waale bhi ghar se nikal den ;)...den u'l b left wid noplace 2 go!!!

vAnDaNa sLaThIa on August 8, 2009 at 6:03 PM said...

u r doin engg
right????
& u find ur colg life boring???????
something is seriously wrong wid u

Pesto Sauce on August 8, 2009 at 8:45 PM said...

I always looked forward to College...which school did you go to?

Divyendu on August 8, 2009 at 11:32 PM said...

nt same situation .. bt same feelings here

Americanising Desi on August 9, 2009 at 12:25 PM said...

hahaha you remind me of me...
i hated going to college :D
always looked around for a reason not to :D

Anand on August 9, 2009 at 5:17 PM said...

I wished I went to the college adjacent to mine. Guess what the reason might be?

Rahil on August 9, 2009 at 5:27 PM said...

@Neha
Sometimes its good to learn the wrong things at the right time :P

@Number
Hope that works..

@Kanav
Badaa aacha suggestion thaa.. :)

Rahil on August 9, 2009 at 5:28 PM said...

@Vandana
:(

@Pesto
You from which city?? I did my schooling from jk public school, jammu !!

@Divyendu
My sympatheis with u :P

Rahil on August 9, 2009 at 5:31 PM said...

@Americanising Desi

Ahh...finally found someone who hated going college..!

@Anand
Wild Guess - Girls :P

vAnDaNa sLaThIa on August 9, 2009 at 9:33 PM said...

this time won't come back
so treasure every moment of it

make more & more frndz
& have more & more bunks

ok :P

AAKARSH on August 10, 2009 at 11:41 AM said...

bhai u no wat...d fellingz are same evry were bt dey cant b xprssd evrytym....
i m sure evry bdy wud b in d same situation but lif has 2 mov on n d bst part is dat we r still in contact...so cheerup...n keep rslf busy coz u cant forgt dose dayz u can jst play dem in d backgrnd...:p..:p

niharika on August 10, 2009 at 2:01 PM said...

hmm.. it's pretty normal that u miss ur school life so much, but what's wid d college that u hate? i mean... it was like impossible for me to connect wid ur post this tym..!! college life isn't that bad..!!if ask me.. it's oosssoommmm..!! :) nehow.. cheer up..!! am sure there are better things in ur life that u can luk forward to..!! :)

Rahil on August 10, 2009 at 4:28 PM said...

@Vandana
i guess u are right :|

@Aakarsh
Thanks a lot bro for ur talk !

@Niharika
definately luking fwd to better things in life, thanks..!

samadh on August 10, 2009 at 8:48 PM said...

i do noticed ur sadness.. :(
but its all fyn finally !!

Phoenix on August 13, 2009 at 2:10 PM said...

hmm i have been there bro... i can understand ur aguish.... just tell yourself you gotta do it and you can...because there is no other option... just pray to god for the strength to see it through....

god speed

Trulyana on August 17, 2009 at 2:26 AM said...

It is good that you express your truths. These experiences are important. How do you feel now about college?

Rahil on August 17, 2009 at 2:28 AM said...

@Samadh
Yeah a lill better

@Phoenix
fingers crossed

@Trulyana
Feelings still the same, but will try to improve them !

bliss on December 9, 2009 at 7:44 PM said...

i cant believe i didnt comment on this post, cuz clearly i remember having read it!!!! anyways, i totally agree with you!!! somehow i hate college days too. kinda most irritating part of my day. good to know, again, someone's on same boat as me!!!!!

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